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I am not having a happy morning. My stomach woes continue, and this morning, I am not only still a touch nauseous, I'm also running to the bathroom every five minutes. Stupid body. I still have no clue if this is a tummy bug, or Mounjaro. I'm really hoping for the tummy bug. But the Mounjaro would definitely be a possibility. Stomach issues are one of the top side effects. I just need for it to settle the fuck down before work.

When my PTO for this weeks check dropped, I finally had enough time to put in for the Monday after we get back, so my vacation is completely covered, even if I cut it a bit close. I wish I had enough to call out on the Wednesday before we leave, but that's probably not going to happen. I do have 4 hours left of PTO, so if the stomach continues to protest, I might leave early today. We'll see how it settles down.

Once vacation is done, it's back to hoarding PTO like Smaug hoards gold. I have other places to go that I'll need it for. If I'm correct, I should have 9days of PTO by the time October rolls around and another 10 days by April when we're planning to go to Hawaii for a total of 19. OF that, I need 15 days between Animate!Philly, CONfab and Hawaii. So I'll definitely need to be careful of how many days I take off. I just need my body to remain illness free for a bit longer.

Today, we start with the new phone system at work. I offered to come in early, so that I can help out with the clusterfuck of getting everyone signed in and on the phones. It's likely to be a mess, though I did sign in yesterday and test everything, so at least my system will be working.

Apparently, we're going to be firing someone in the near future. They've been stealing a lot of time, so they are going to terminate them. HR is just processing the paperwork. This is the first time I've tangentially been involved in this, and it's weird to see if from the other side. I keep telling A. that if they backfill, I've got a list of people from IKEA who will be happy to apply.

Yesterday was a day. Nothing particularly exciting, aside from the whole firing thing. Oh, and I got to write, coordinate and post a scavenger hunt for Administrative Professional's Week. Also the first time I've been on that side of morale improvement stuff. It's kind of fun. Whie I was working, I had Yoda's dinner on simmer. At break, I pulled the meat out and added some sweet potatoes and some brown rice. Boiled that into submission and then re-added the deboned lamb and the chicken livers. It looked kinda gross, but he loved it. After work, we fired up the vacuum food sealer and made up a bunch of bags. It made 8, so that's a another four days worth.

Our disposal is currently not working, so cleaning the pan could be tough. A tiny shotglass fell down it, and I didn't know. I've cleaned it out, but there must be something still in there. I'm going to wait, and call in maintenance next week when the dog is in daycare.

Today, aside from the utter chaos of Talkdesk, it's going to be a nice boring day. Hopefully the stomach settles a bit.

The trip begins in just 14 days!! This time in 2 weeks, I will be sipping coffee in an airport lounge, waiting for the time to walk to our gate and board Alaska Airlines and wing our way off to Seattle.

I think all the important things are locked in. The itinerary looks pretty solid if I do say so myself. Not overly scheduled, but not under scheduled, either. We've got stuff to do in every port. I don't know if we're going to make all three of our stops in Seattle. Pike Place seems like it might be difficult to do in a short time, so we may end up devoting most of our time to it. The park sounded like fun, but it might get dropped. Of course, adding to the difficulty with Pike Place, we're probably going to be there right around lunchtime rush, so it might be very crowded. The nice thing is, if we miss something, we can just uber back the day after our cruise and visit a second time!

I've got reservations in Vancouver the first night, and as long as we finish in Seattle by like 3pm, we should be good to get there. We land at 9:51, so figure 40 min for luggage, and we're in the car by about 10:45. We get 3-4 hours in Seattle. First shall be the Space Needle then Pike Place. We leave around 2:30, we can get to Vancouver in 3 hours, and have an hour to relax before it's time to go have our dinner at Hy's Steakhouse.

That day is honestly the one that has the most moving parts, so we'll have to see how it goes. Oooh, the food option has come up on the Air Alaska app. Now I have to decide what I want for breakfast on the flight. Decisions!

Okay, time for me to go forth and get myself together. Everyone have a Fantabulous day!

Vid Rec: Laugh Track

Apr. 22nd, 2026 09:18 pm
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Laugh Track [Fanvid] (0 words) by periru3
Chapters: 1/1
Fandom: MASH (TV)
Rating: Not Rated
Warnings: Graphic Depictions Of Violence
Relationships: Sidney Freedman & Benjamin Franklin "Hawkeye" Pierce, B. J. Hunnicutt & Benjamin Franklin "Hawkeye" Pierce, B. J. Hunnicutt/Benjamin Franklin "Hawkeye" Pierce
Characters: Benjamin Franklin "Hawkeye" Pierce, Sidney Freedman, B. J. Hunnicutt
Additional Tags: Fanvids, Embedded Video, Mental Institutions, Infant Death, Angst, Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder - PTSD, Episode: s11e16 Goodbye Farewell and Amen
Summary:

All I am is shreds of doubt.



Goodbye Farewell Amen: the vid. periru3 took the prompt and ran with it to suitably heartbreaking triumph.
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Rereading the middle of Volume 3 (Seven Seas edition), which brings us to the end of Volume 4 (TokyoPop edition). This one has vampires in it! Good times.

As usual, I’m posting the individual reactions on Mastodon and Bluesky, then rounding them up in the blog. Previous roundups in my PSOH fandom tag. You can pick up the books with my affiliate links here.

Still haven’t figured out who “Madam C” is. Keeping an eye out…

Cover art of D with a globe full of orcas


Fragaria vesca

Apr. 22nd, 2026 10:35 pm
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I planted two wild strawberry plants in my living room window box today :)

Last year I was lazy and didn't plant anything after the many herbs I had before all died (after I barely used most of them.) But this weekend I visited a botanical garden ~fair with a friend and she convinced me to get the strawberries, fingers crossed they'll grow and I can eat some. Apparently they can have fruits the whole summer.

I want to put some sage with the strawberries, and some flowers in the box of the window that is hard to open, and some herbs in the box on my kitchen window sill but I haven't decided yet which ones of parsley, chives, basil, and mint. Maybe all four will fit, even, if I can put them close together? Maybe I'll just go to the once-a-week-every-spring gardening stand nearby and see what they have/say.
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It's Wednesday! We're halfway through the week! I am a little less sleepy today, which is nice. I've not quite made up my sleep debt yet from the last couple of nights, but it's definitely better.

Work yesterday was quite busy, but I'll admit, I loafed a little bit in my tiredness. A, the head of the call center, was having a bad day, so I was talking to her a good chunk of it. That woman needs a vacation in the worst way. It's just been a bear of a month for her. New health diagnosis, the phones have been psycho, we're switching our telephone systems tomorrow, and then the whole thing with the Bethesda office has been a fucking mess. I'm trying to talk her into taking a week off and go sit somewhere on a beach, or in the mountains and just relax and dissconnect. She's a great boss, so I'd hate to lose her to burnout. I still did some other work, but mostly I was trying to convince her to put her own oxygen mask on first. I will definitely be texting her pictures of vacation in an attempt to help relax her while I'm gone.

After work, I promptly gagged on a pill and felt nauseous the rest of the night. It was not fun. I have soup and plain chicken skewers for breakfast, as I just couldn't take more than a spoonful of soup. Feeling much better today. As with all my new digestive foibles, I'm blaming them on Mounjaro.

Today, I shall do work, and then cook dinner. I've been looking forward to the halibut for days, so I'm definitely going to cook it tonight before it goes off. Then, I shall nap again.

Tomorrow, we get our new telephony system. It's a VOIP, so they're insisting that all our connections are wired. This is going to mean running a ton of ethernet cable from the kitchen to the living room. I guess that'll get done tonight as well, so I'm up and running tomorrow morning. I'm fairly sure that this rollout is going to be a shitshow, but we'll see. We're the 4th rollout, so we'll see if they've learned from their errors. Supposedly they did figure out how to trigger pop ups with patient information, so that's something. The customer puts in their phone # and DOB, and as it works now, the system cross references the two, and will throw up a pop up with their info, that we then will verify. When the pt is new, or mistypes their info, we'll get a blank pop up. Those are the times when you're really praying that the caller doesn't have a thick accent. When they do, I spend a lot of time praying for a name I know how to spell. Shah, Nguyen,Patel, Li, Sanchez please. And if it's not, please let them be pleasant. I know how much it sucks to have to spell your name repeatedly every time, but work with me here. After that, I'm sure I'll be exhausted, so we'll see if I fix anything for dinner.

Tomorrow will be exactly 14 days til vacation. And Saturday, we might get our boarding passes! It's very exciting. It's still surreal. It's been so long since we had a proper vacation that ut feels unreal. There's a great song in the Lost Boys Musical called "skip to the good part," and that's where I am with vacation. I want to skip ahead to the vacation and get to do all the things I've been planning since last April. We have so many adventures to go on, and I want all of them.

I saw a video of some whales returning to Alaska for the season, which made me happy. We may not see hummpbacks, but the killer whales are back, and I'm more excited about them. I have seen Shamu, in his tiny pool, but I want to see one wild and free. And I want to take the White Pass train up into the mountains and see all the amazing scenery. And I want to walk Creek Street and maybe visit a historic brothel. I want to buy ALL the souvenirs. My bag is definitely going to be overweight, though. I might need to invest in a second carry on suitcase to keep it under weight. Or use the one we have. We'll see. I kind of want one of the cool ones that have a fold up cup holder. Then I'd be able to pack one of my coats in there and save me some weight. The limit is 50lbs and I'm already at 43, so there could be more wiggle room.

We have laundry service on the boat, but the bags are very tiny, so I want to bring at least 6-7 days of clothing, plus cold weather gear. I will do some looking and see what I can find. The one we have is an Amazon Basic, and it is indeed very basic.

Might be time to get rid of what we had. I'm sure that one of the thrift shops would take it. They were great when we were driving to Disney, less so when we're flying. We'll see what we end up with. I also could then pack our emergency meds in the carry out. My standard meds will be in my personal item, but I ordered an emergency pack from a company called Jase. For a fee, they'll make up a personalized kit of medication for travel. It's various antibiotics, anti nausea, antifungal and cortisone cream to cover any medical emergency. Since cruise medical care is ridiculously expensive, it's a little peace of mind that I'm covered if my tooth starts acting up again, or if anyone has any problems. I was going to put it in my checked bag, but if I take a roller bag, I'll probably put it in there.

I'll see what the options are for something that will get to me before we leave.

I've downloaded SO many books for the flight. I have the RSS feed of Smart Bitches, Trashy Books on my dreamwidth, so I get a ton of recs for books that are on sale, or even on kindle unlimited. I was trying to wait to read any of them, but I started one called Dreadful that seems pretty good so far. I've got books by both Ursula Vernon and John Scalzi, so that'll be good. And for Jess, I think the new Murderbot book comes out on 5/5. I've already preordered that for them. Something to read on the flights if you can't sleep.

The flights are the part I'm not looking forward to. 3 hours in the BWI terminal, plus another 6 hours in the air, assuming everything is on time. When we land, it'll already be 1pm our time, but only 10am in PST.

The first day is going to be a lot. We'll be getting up by 2:30am and not laying down til nearly midnight our time. We're all going to be falling asleep in our steak dinner.

One of the people from the Facebook group reached out to me about doing dinner the Friday before we get on the cruise, so we might be doing an early dinner with them before going to the movies. We'll see how organized we can get in 2 weeks. He's really nice, so I'd be okay with that. When I mentioned going with my spouse, referring to them as they/them, he reached out to let me know that Holland America does Pride meet ups, usually on the first night of the cruise. He's traveling with people from his softball team.

I'm really looking forward to both Pike Place Market and the Granville Island Public Market. It looks like they have some cool stuff and good food. Mostly good food.

Okay, time to go forth and get ready for work. Everyone have an absolutely outstanding Wednesday!

See if it changes the scene.

Apr. 21st, 2026 10:49 pm
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Two things I like to see in my TV shows: women who are allowed to get justifiably angry, and women who are allowed to eat. They're not the greatest things about Rome, but they're up there.

Walking back to my place instead of taking a bike, I spotted a cardinal in the park, perching inside the flowering cherry blossoms. A male, easily identified, a darker red than the surrounding pinks, and it fit very nicely in with all the petals. I thought to take a moment to rummage through my bag and grab my phone, then decided not to bother. I stood and listened a bit, and felt satisfied with that. I took note of the last lilacs and magnolias, and felt satisfied with those.

It didn't last, but it was nice in the moment.

GNU Rubynye AKA Minoanmiss

Apr. 21st, 2026 01:23 pm
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Part memorial tribute to Ny and part public health PSA, this by [profile] werpiper posted on AO3: COVID: Speaking Out About Rubynye. These are the notes for what [profile] werpiper said at Ny's memorial.
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Day 3 of some sleep issues. I feel like the Mounjaro is slowing down my digestive tract more than the Rybelsus did. I'm finding that I'm getting full quicker and also staying full longer, which means that if I ignore it and keep eating, I feel uncomfortable longer. I'm learning, but it's not easy to catch that full feeling before it tips over. Especially for dinner, when the ADHD meds have worn off, and I tend to be more checked out of how I'm feeling. Yay mild dissociation!

Today shall be another busy day, and afterwards, I shall make the halibut that hadn't quite defrosted last night. I'm still debating on seasoning.

This morning, I checked the countdown app, and it rudely informed me that the trip is in 2 weeeks, 2 days. WTF? How did it come up so fast! I know I've been obsessively checking the app and had watched that number dropping, but somehow 16 days sounds so soon. And now I'm wondering how I will get through the next two weeks until we can run away. I know I'm going to be losing my mind by Wednesday. That day of work is going to feel like it takes forever. I need to look at my big suitcase and see if there's anything that needs to be added or subtracted. I think subtracted is probably the case. I might have a few too many pairs of leggings and what not. And maybe I don't need as many dresses. I will think upon it. I apparently do not have to take an empty Sharps container for my fingerstick lancets and my Mounjaro needles, the cruise line will provide that, so that's aother corner of my luggage that will be open. We'll see what else I need to take. I think I need to put a couple of night gowns in the bag still. I'll figure it out soon. I think the jackets take up the most room, but they're also vital with Alaska's May weather. I need to get busy on making him food for the 12 days Yoda be in the boarding place. Not to mention for when he goes next week for 5 days.

Why yes, I am having one of many minor panic attacks this trip has caused. Why do you ask? It's starting to sink in that in just over 2 weeks, I'll be on my way to the airport to start an adventure I started planning over a year ago. After all the videos, and work, it's almost here.

I'm going to fly 2335 miles to the other side of the country, and then drive another 200 miles to Vancouver, and then another 1900 nautical miles. That's a lot of distance covered. And then back home to Baltimore. I can't wait, but I'm also nervous. Having trouble turning off the part of my anxiety that is telling me that something is going to go wrong, but I know that's just brain weasels.

It's going to be an amazing bucket list trip, and things are going to go well. All the little moving parts will work, and we'll be peeping the Pacific Ocean in no time. In another couple of days, we should have boarding passes that can be printed out. That'll be a definite milestone, and I will tuck them into my carryon to be doled out when we reach the cruise port. The BIL is not good with technology, and since I don't know what the port wifi is like, it seems better to have a hard copy just in case.

I know objectively that I am as prepared as I can be, and that if I left right now, I'd have everything except my nightgowns, but anxiety is gonna anxiety. Plus, I tend to put a lot of pressure on myself. I want things to go smoothly. I want my well organized plan to work exactly how I imagined.

In other news the Animate!Phillly convention just added a new guest--one of the voice actors from the Amaing Digital Circuis. This means that there's still hope that they add someone else Jess really wants to meet. I'm holding my breath for Michael Kovach who voices their favorite character, Jax. That would be awesome. A picture of Jess holding their Jax plushie with the dude who plays Jax.

I'm debating getting a picture with the person they just added. They play Ragatha, who is a stuffed Raggedy Ann style doll with a tendency towards anxiety and overthinking and people pleasing. "I don't like you, but I want you to like me, is that weird?" Just at me next time.

Today, I shall relax after work and throw on the Halibut and have a nice dinner. Still waffling about the seasoning. Do I do the one with a bit of spice, or go mild. I'll think on it.


I've been looking at the Marchen campaign, seeing what I need to have ready for our next game on 5/2. I've got the maps for the first few places they're going to be going to, so I think I'm covered for that. I do need to make some characters that they might meet in case they end up having combat, but aside from that, I think I'm good for at least the next session. Might need a couple of other things for our game on the boat, but that's still a whole 19 days away. And honestly, we might not even get to it. The whole setup for this game is roleplay heav, so things may take longer than expected. I'm excited to play D&D on a cruise ship. It should be awesome, as long as the wifi is up to the task. The first session went so well that I want it to continue to behave.

Okay, time for me to get myself in order for the day. Everyone have a fantastic Tuesday!

4 DNFs and a non-DNF!

Apr. 20th, 2026 08:52 pm
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  • A Rome of One's Own: The Forgotten Women of the Roman Empire by Emma Southon (2023): Did not finish, through no active fault of the book's own. The author does her absolute best to present a whole lot of misogyny with humor and clarity, but it does not hide the fact that this is all a lot of misogyny being presented. I skipped around, read a few chapters, and just couldn't stomach it. But what I read of it was good!


  • The Lady With the Gun Asks the Questions: The Ultimate Miss Phryne Fisher Story Collection by Kerry Greenwood (2022): Did not finish. These are short stories, some very short. It poses an interesting question to the reader of what, precisely, makes a mystery/detective book. Should we see the process of the mystery being solved? Should we be able to solve the mystery? Do we need interiority in the solving process? This book has none of that! The stories are stories, very short, as we watch Phryne Fisher encounter a crime/confusing event (I hesitate to even call them mysteries) and then relay the solution, with a minimal amount of detectiving. Some stories have more than others. Some are just essentially lists of events. The short stories are not bad, in of themselves. And not all of them are murder mysteries! They are, however, not at all what I want in my quest for "can I please have a mystery book that isn't a murder mystery".


  • The Keeper of Magical Things by Julie Leong (2025): I have gotten this out from the library twice and had to return it before getting more than a chapter or two into it. I may have to accept the fact that I don't find it very interesting or gripping. But maybe... maybe the third time out from the library... I'll actually read it.


  • The Frugal Wizard's Handbook for Surviving Medieval England by Brandon Sanderson (2023): DNF. Speaking of acceptance of my literary tastes, I likely must also accept the fact that I don't find Brandon Sanderson books entertaining to read. I read some of it. I flipped to the end, and the ending part did not clearly follow at all from the beginning, so I am certain many many things happened in the meanwhile to get from point A to point B. However, I don't really care. I guess I was hoping for something more like the Tough Guide To Fantasyland or Discworld or something, you know... funny, based on the title. It's a shame because this is, iirc, the third Sanderson I was "meh, this is boring" on, and if I could like his stuff, there would be so many books for me to read.


  • Strange Houses by Uketsu, translated by Jim Rion (2025): I finished a book! I liked it! This is a "murder mystery" book told via The Author getting interested in a floor plan, talking to someone who is convinced it means the house was being used to murder people, then a bunch of interviews/discussions with people about floor plans of multiple houses and if the floor plans mean that the house must have been used to murder people. This started off as a really convoluted, very "why would they go to all that effort of hiding a child's existence" and then swerved into fantastic "wait so what actually happened" territory, including how much do you trust various sources and various documentary evidence, and ends with a great highlight on "yeah we don't actually know how much of what was presented here is true and what was fabricated and if so by whom and when". There's this hanging plot hole that the epilogue sort of jumps on top of as well, to wit: Read more... )

    This book is pretty short, which is contributed to by when it refers back to a floor plan, it shows that part of the floor plan, which makes it really easy to follow along but also, frankly, pads the page count. Quick, zippy read, more of a puzzle-that-never-gets-solved book than a murder mystery.


Passing it along.

Apr. 20th, 2026 08:42 pm
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In today's case of remarkable timing, I grabbed a book from the little free library in my parents' basement - David Bowie: The Last Interview - before heading to the gym twelve floors up. I was pretty sure the library had a copy and I didn't need the physical object, but it looked worth grabbing and carrying around.

Partway through my workout, a guest comes into the gym. From seeing him last week, I know he's the son of a resident and is only here another few days before leaving for LA to return to life as a working musician.

I think the library's probably got it. I think books are great for long trips in metal tubes. I think he's a musician and would get a lot out of it.

I don't know what went through his head when I offered it to him - he didn't see me go and get it from my backpack, just that it more or less materialized out of thin air - but once he got over the surprise, he was quite happy with it. And the library's copy is checked out, which is fine, since I know it'd have taken me ages to get around to it anyway, while he'll be reading it this Thursday.
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Today's subject line is courtesy of the lovely [personal profile] dine 's daily post, which reminded me how much I like this song. My body decided that 3am was an appropriate wake up call, which no, body. It is not. I'm still working off the sleep debt from the NYC trip on Saturday, so 3 is pushing it. Oh well, I'll deal.

It's going to be psychotically busy today at work, though it's been psychotically busy every day lately. There's just no breaks to the calls. It's just back to back calls the moment you log in.
We need ore people, but the higher ups just think we need more efficient people, and won't give us any more people. Hell, they wouldn't even backfill my job, which is why I get to spend part time on the phones. I'll admit, as I'm settling into the job, I'm doing less and less time on the phone, especially in the later part of the week where we'll have slightly less call volume.

I have to decide what I want to have for dinner tonight. I'm considering the halibut, but I need to decice what to put on it. I have a great tasting blackening seasoning, but it might be a litlte spicy for me. I'll think upon it. Probably will be the fish and maybe some baked potatoes in olive oil and seasonings. I've got some great Hawaiian blends from Kaulua Seasoning Companywho I know I've mentioned before. We got more seasonings to try. Some of it is rather spicy, but some of them are just really flavorful. But I'm leaning towards just sprinkling the blackening seasoning lightly on one corner for me, because I think Jess and my sister would enjoy it. Or there's a lemon fisherman's seasoning that might be even better. The halibut might be too delicate for the other.

Yesterday was a good day. We picked up the dog from daycare, and he was SO excited. He barked and yelled at us for a while. It was very sweet. He came home and was a little clingy for 0.5 seconds, and then he sighed and flopped on the couch and fell asleep. It was great. He was so very tired.

Then, we had a couple of hours to relax before we had to get ready for game. First up, was my slightly delayed Mounjaro shot, which continues to burn like a sonofabitch. I think the new dose started working immediately, because I got full much faster and with more finality, and then I stayed full for a long time. I'm going to have to watch what I shove in on the boat, because otherwise, I will feel like ass if I overindulge.

As per usual for an early game day, I put in the order for some dumplings to come at Biobreak. I was vibrating before game, just so eager and nervous to start the new session. Finally it was showtime, and we started. It went really well, despite not all of my players feeling their best, but it was a lot of fun. My players bought into the characters and the world, and we had an awesome time. Everyone was generous and let each player have the spotlight, and they have such awesome characters!

We have Hollie, a rogue whose children were recently kidnapped, and she is trying to find them. There's Dalton, a paladin who did bad shit in the past, and now is a pacifist. We've got Rowan, who is an unpredictable shifter, and we've got Nix, who is a total sociopathic pied piper bard. It's going to be fun bringing the party together and seeing what changes will occur as they find family and friendship. (The answer may be that they murder each other, but we'll see!) This session was mostly set up. I did the same thing I did for Crooked Moon, where I gave each character an introductory vignette, which worked really well. I had them send me music that would represent their character, and played that softly as they were introduced and had their little set up scenes. I felt like it gave the player a chance to get into the character's headspace, but it also introduces the other players to that character, so they could buy into them and the game. By the time we got to introducing the characters to each other, everyone was just full into it. Even the player who wasn't feeling up to snuff perked up and was able to somewhat forget about it for a few hours. I think it's going to be a really fun campaign. I have no idea how they're going to react to some of those side quests. The players were still in the discord chat talking about the characters and the game 4 hours after it was finished, so I'm guessing it went okay.

After that, I was so tired that I laid down for a couple of hours to nap. It wasn't 100% sucessful. I mostly dozed and had nightnaresm but I at least got a little rest. I dreagged my ask out of my bed long eough to sit for a couple of hours and nibble some appetizers for dinner, then went back to bed, took sleepy pills and crashed out for a nice sleep. Kind of a short sleep, but it happens.

17 days to vacation. The cruise app has begun to add things to the daily program, and soon the boarding passes will drop (at around 2 weeks, but I check every morning.) This weekend, I need to look through my bags, and just verify that I have everything. I believe I need to add either my orange dress, or the orange cardigan to the bag for Orange Night on the ship. Being that Holland America is not shockingly of Dutch heritage, they have a night each cruise to celebrate that heritage wiht Dutch food and orange clothes and Dutch flags. It should be super fun, whatever night they end up doing it. I think I have everything else in there. I need to find room for our sound machine, and my pills, and whatever orange thing I want to take. There's a couple of other dresses that I kind of want to take, but I'm going to be good and not put my suitcase over 50 lbs.

I confirmed with the car that's picking us up on during our Saturday NYC trip before they dropped us off. So we are all set for a 3:30-4am pickup on 5/7. And then, it shall be off towards Seattle.

I'm looking forward to and nervous about our first day in Seattle/Vancouver. We're getting up at probably about 2 am to leave at 3:30am. Then, we shall fly to Seattle, and thanks to the time difference will be landing at about 10am Pacific time. For us, it'll be 8 hours later. Hopefully, I can sleep on the flight. After that, our car service will whisk us away to the Space Needle and Pike Plade Market, and possibly a nice park to get pictures of the skyline. Then, it's off to Vancouver, arriving in around 5:30-6. After that, we have reservations at Hy's Steakhouse for our celebratory "Yay vacation" dinner. By the time we get back to the hotel, it'll be roughly 9am, or midnight our time, making it a 22 hour day for us. That seems like I a lot.

The next day shall be all sightseeing in Vancouver. The hop on, hop off bus will whisk us through the area up til 5pm. After that, we shall split up and go to our respective dinners. Ours shall be an AYCE Koreak BBQ. I don't know what theirs shall be. There was talk about a seafod and chop house.

Then, we shall see Mortal Kombat II and have fun. And then we shall get on the boat the next afternoon.

IT's getting so close. It seemed so long when I put the deposit down. Over a year ago. And i've watched the clock slowly count down and here we are.

Okay, time to get myself woken up and prepared for the day. Everyone have an outstanding Monday!

Busy our hands.

Apr. 19th, 2026 08:00 pm
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Thanks to neighbors moving out of their apartments, not only do I have enough laundry pods to last at least another six months, I've got more lentils than I know what to do with. No, really. There's six kinds of lentils in my apartment right now, not counting the dried chickpeas, unroasted peanuts, and dried red beans. It's going to be the summer of lentils. My strategy's going to be to work through the smaller amounts first before moving onto the larger ones - there's enough red lentils for one or two meals, but the green ones will keep me fed for weeks.

I'm checking the usual websites, looking through my cookbook shelf, thinking of how to make them interesting and palatable when I'll be eating so much of them. I figure that once I'm done with Rome, a dive through the rest of Steven Spielberg's movies should be good enough distraction to carry the lentils those last few days when I don't want to pay too much attention to what I'm having for lunch.

I've also got some quinoa and rice and black soybeans, if I want to shake things up somewhat. Farro, too, down in a bag somewhere.
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It's Sunday and in an hour or so, we can go get Yoda home! I'm very excited about this, because the house has been too quiet. It seems like he's done really well looking at the little report cards that they've generated for him and the pictures. Mostly it seems like he's been pestering the staff for love. They take hin outside, and he explores a bit and does his business, and then he'll just go sit with the staff for love. The pictures have been great, and it has relaxed my mind about Alaska. He goes next week for 5 days, from Sunday to Friday, and then it'll be the main event.

After he flunked out of the other doggy daycare, and it was such a shitshow with the pet sitter, I was worried that we wouldn't be able to find anything. But this is good. He seems to be having fun, and they understand a small anxious dog. They've let him guide them every step of the way, and I'm loving it. I feel so much better about leaving him to go on vacation. He's even eating all his food for them!

After we get him and have some major cuddle time, we will play our first game of Marchen. I'm nervous as always when I'm starting a new game, but I think I'm ready, and the players are so enthusiastic that it's going to carry me along if I'm not. One of my other players, who we went out with yesterday gave me a huge compliment. She said I always seem prepared for game, or I'm very good at faking it, because she never feels like I'm winging it." Since half my DM style is "review the book 15 minutes before game," that's really awesome. I always feel like I'm scrambling, but I like it that way. I live for the improv.

Yesterday was awesome, but I am so sore today. I'm not used to that much activity and socializing. We got up early and got ready for the day. I dressed kind of cute in one of my new skorts, and a soft t-shirt, and Jess put on one of their new dressy tops. The car showed up at about 9:30am and soon we were on our way. The drive to Philly wasn't bad until we were in Philly proper, and we got Chaneen without any problems. Of course, once we hit NYC, the traffic slowed way the fuck down.

We were getting close to show time, so we had the driver let us off a little distance from the theater and walked rather than sitting in bumper to bumper traffic. We got there about 15 minutes early, and found our (very good) seats pretty quickly. The Palace is a nice, slightly older seater. This mean wider seats, which was very good for us.

The show started on time, and was awesome! They had some banger musical numbers, and the two leads who played Michael and David were amazing. I'm happy to report that they not only didn't remove the gay subtext, they punched it up so much that at one point, I looked at Jess and whispered "This is the gayest thing I've ever seen." Seriously, David had the hots for Michael in a big way. And they made Sam queer as well. Special mention to the dude who played David. He more than lived up to Keifer Sutherland's performance. He had a great, deeper, resonant voice that drew you in. And even he had a little character arc about wanting to belong and have a family.

The show was much more about that then the movie was. Family, found and blood, and the need to belong to something and to find your place. Also, the song Wild remained a banger, though it's been joined with Lose Yourself and Have to Have you as favorites as well. They kept the comedy of the movie to some degree, with skateboarding Draculas and the the Frog Brothers. Also awesome, at intermission I went and got some merch and a drink. Normally I just get water, but they had slushies, so I asked for cherry. "With or without alcohol?" Well, I wasn't driving, so I got it with a shot of vodka. It was great, and I am making plans to go to Seven 11 and get a slushie. First, I need to hit a liquor store and get some vodka. Jess suggested vanilla vodka, and that sounded amazing.

All in all, super fun and I highly recommend it. Lost Boys is definitely worth a look if it ever goes on tour.

After the show let out, we went to Langan's for dinner. They had excellent food. The starter was a pile of Ricotta with honey and spices and little crostini to put it on. It was really tasty, and I enjoyed it a lot. I also had French Onion which was pretty good. Entree was the fish and chips for me. Very tasty, especially with some malt vinegar. Jess got short rib pappardelle pasta, which was amazing. We both have leftovers for lunch today. Then afterwards, we hiked to Junior's to get some carry out cheesecake, which will probably be breakfast. After that, our driver picked us up, and we headed home.

We dragged in around 11:30pm, and I crashed immediately. Not sure why my body insisted that 5:30am was a great time to wake up. As mentioned today I'm very sore, but I'm sure it'll improve with ibuprofen and a little relaxation. This afternoon, I should make more of Yoda's food, but we'll see how I feel. If not, I'll make some tomorrow while I work.

It doesn't take much work, but I do need to wash out the pan, which is difficult, since it's an enormous enameled cast iron pot. Last time, I made enough for 11 packets, which I think is probably the limitation of the size of the pan. I need to make at least that every couple of days until trip so we'll have enough food for the 12 days that he'll be in the kennel. Not to mention the five days next week. I need to get cracking.

Or, I may just become one with the couch after game, I haven't decided. Dinner is definitely going to be carryout or delivery. I am far too tired to worry about food. It's supposed to be rainy this morning to early afternoon.

18 days to vacation! Soon we will be getting up obscenely early to get on a plane that will be winging us towards Seattle.

It still feels a little unreal, but soon we shall be on our way, and then maybe it'll sink in. But now that the dog is settled, it feels a little more solid. Like it's going to actually happen. Soon I shall be on a ship where my every whim is catered to.

Okay, time to get myself together to go get a puppy. Everyone have a stellar Sunday!
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As you leave the council chamber, you may observe many people entering and leaving a room to your left. This is the palace headquarters of the Emorian subcommander, who has charge over the Emorian army. During the daytime, the subcommander is generally to be found at the home camp of Emor's army, located on the palace grounds. However, most of the army clerks and scribes work in the subcommander's headquarters. Because the chamber contains valuable documents, it may not be entered except by prior invitation.

Further down the corridor, you will pass another door on the left, where palace guards are entering and exiting. Do not travel through this door. It leads to the guardroom. If you are a noble prisoner, you will be brought here and confined until your trial.

When you reach the end of this corridor, turn right. The corridor you are on wraps around the back of the court. You will see on your left the north doors to the court, which I mentioned before. Directly opposite them is another door, unguarded.

Do not enter. This door leads to the dungeon. Anyone who opens this door, who has no business in the dungeon, is assumed to be a spy and is promptly made a "guest" in the dungeon.

If you receive a formal invitation to visit the dungeon, I suggest that you not eat on the morning of the visit. Strong warriors have been known to regurgitate the contents of their morning meal when they witness what takes place in that dungeon. The Chara's dungeon represents Emor at its worst. You may wish to see Emor at its worst, if you are contemplating attacking Emor.

As you continue your journey around the back of the court, you will encounter a heavily guarded door. This leads to the North Wing of the palace, where many council lords and palace officials live. All of the guards will have their backs to you. Anyone who has been granted entrance to the West Wing may enter the North Wing, but upon your return, you will have to undergo the process of having your credentials checked again. Unless you have business in the remainder of the palace, it is best to remain within the East Wing.


[Translator's note: A little back tour of the East Wing occurs in Empty Dagger Hand, under increasingly unfortunate circumstances.]

The ocean's open hand.

Apr. 18th, 2026 10:42 pm
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It's always a nice feeling to exclaim "What the -" when heading out somewhere. Today it happened just before I wandered into a five-block street fair. I had some DVDs to return to the library and decided to fold a visit to Sakura Park into the trip, and on the way there, a street fair blocked my way. I had to park the bike and go on foot, which I'm not complaining about. It gave me the chance to taste a couple small-batch distilleries' bourbons.

One vendor said he drank his stuff neat. I asked if there was any other way to drink it, and he liked that. He commented on very harsh commercial bourbons and I said they're good in marinades, they burn off, and he really liked that. It got me moving, and I worked my way through the crowds, glancing around and enjoying the bright colors and sounds before stepping out to the much quieter streets. No traffic, no noise. It made the park even more pleasant once I got there.

There's some lilacs blooming, and the cherry trees are in enough variety for staggered blooms. Some are in full leaf and a good number are in heavy bloom. The gazebo's got several sparrow nests in the eaves. Biking back, I took the route by Riverside Park, and the entirety of that cherry collection is still in hard color. No reports on sparrow nests in those trees, though those might be ones who take traffic light apartments.

A sour note came when I went somewhere to buy coffee, ordering a cold brew without ice, and when someone called out they had a medium iced coffee, I kept waiting. The person behind the bar asked if it was mine; I said it wasn't, and it turned out they'd made that one in error thinking it was what I'd ordered. I'm more than a little puzzled about that.

Leif & Thorn news tidbits

Apr. 18th, 2026 09:19 pm
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Leif & Thorn Volume 8 reward packages are arriving for backers. (If you’re one of them, sharing photos like this and tagging me is encouraged.)

I’m also doing another backlist shipping special for Volumes 1-8, to get them in the mail before the latest Trump-induced price hike. If you’re outside the US and want these books but couldn’t afford the postage costs, grab them quick.

I’m almost out of Volume 3, and running low on Volume 4. So my next crowdfunding campaign might have to be a double reprint.

Or maybe I’ll pay for the reprints upfront, and offer them along with all my other existing books/merch at the next BackerKit Holiday Market. They haven’t announced another one yet, so no promises…but the November 2025 one was a huge success, they’ve gotta be planning a reprise for 2026.

Tiernan sketch on the outside of a package

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It's Saturday and I managed to sleep a whole hour later than my normal alarm. I guess that's good? It still means I'm up at 5:30am. I'm going to be tired when we get in at 10:30 tonight. It'll be a long day for me. An awesome, fun day, but also a long one.

I'm actually glad that I'm up about 4 hours before we leave. That gives me time to have coffee early so I probably will not have to make our poor driver hit a dozen rest stops on the way. He's due to get here between 9-9:15am, and then we shall go pick up our friend Chaneen, and then. off to Broadway. We should get there around 1pm and the matinee starts at 2pm. We're going to see The Lost Boys Musical, which looks super cool from the bits I've seen on TikTok. The music is definitely solid from the songs I've heard. Once that finishes, it's dinner at Langan's and a short walk around the corner to Junior's Cheesecakes to get a few slices for carry out. Then, the car will pick us up, and we'll be heading home.

Yesterday was a pretty good day. We took Yoda to the Kennel/daycare to be boarded for two nights. I swear, this place is SO nice. We took a blanket for him and his food. (Not that I expect him to eat much.). At 11 and 5:30, they upload report cards and pictures. His first set of pictures had him loving all over the kennel worker, just shoving his head in her hand for attention like he does to us. That made me feel good. The report card was very complimentary, that he'd had a good morning and enjoyed lounging in the sun and getting cuddles. The second one, at 5 was a dude, and Yoda can he iffy with dudes. But he talked about taking him on a walk, and that they had a good cuddle once he took him on a walk and got acquainted, because "You have to earn Yoda's trust." I nearly cried at that one, because they understand what he needs. I'll be waiting eagerly for his updates today. I'm also looking forward to picking him up early in the morning tomorrow. The house is too quiet without him around.

. There he is getting pets and being a total little love pig.

Work was busy, but not horrible. I got a fair number of people in for their appts. But then I had a 2 hour slot that I just could not give away. I called like 6 patients and no one freaking wanted it. Hey, I did what I could! We had our weekly meeting/bitchfest. I still feel like I'm a bit of the outsider, but it's getting better. I made some suggestions, which were well received, so that was nice. Mostly it's just fun to rubberneck on it. Not much of it is directly relatable to my job, but since they've had me working the Help Chat now and then, it's good that I know it.

After work, we watched the 7th and 8th episodes of Amazing Digital Circus, which were fun. Now I have to wait til June for the final episode in the theater. They're going to re-show the 8th episode and then the hour-long 9th episode. Excited!

Since we didn't have to worry about leaving the dog alone, we went out to dinner to Kung Fu 12 and had some amazing Szechuan food. The waitress recommended the beef filled Scallion pancakes, which were so good. We also had pan fried pork dumplings and crystal shrimp dumplings. For entree I had Mu Shu Pork and Jess had Taiwanese 3 cup chicken. My sister got the Orange Beef, and everything was excellent. I ate til I was stuffed, and enjoyed every bite. Even the Jasmine tea was good. We have so many leftovers, because the portion sizes were huge. I do need to get some plum or hoisin sauce for my leftover Mu Shu.

Despite being full to the brim, we made a stop at Rita's Italian Ice and got Jess and my sister some rainbow sprinkled custard and me a cotten candy ice. I could only eat a bit of it, but it was so good.

Then it was home to relax and eat our Rita's and then bed. Amazingly, the Jasmine tea did not mess up my sleep cycle, whoohoo!

Tomorrow, we shall fetch a dog who will probably be a bit barky and clingy. Then, we shall start our new Marchen campaign. I've sourced some of the maps, though I still have a lot to go. I've at least got maps for the first couple of sessions, so that's a start. It's definitely straining my map-sourcing abilities. Though I do have a couple of Wizard tower maps that will serve as Baba Yaga's hut, and I'm good on woodland clearings. I need to source some castle maps though I could probably make those if need be, as there's a modular map maker that just came out of beta. Hopefully it's a lot of fun, and grabs the players as hard as Arvandor did.

I told Jess yesterday that I felt like if something had happened after the Arvandor finale, and I had never been able to play D&D again, I would have felt satisfied. It was such a fun module, and the players were so engaged and the role play was so good that it just scratched that D&D itch so well.

I'm hoping to craft an ending for Frostmaiden that'll be just as satisfying.

T-minus 19 days until we leave for vacation. Things have started to show up in the daily program. Not everything, but we're getting there! I can't believe we're getting so close. That's just bonkers. I'm running through all my prep and our plans, just to make sure nothing has slipped through the cracks.

I confirmed with both limo companies for our rides, they assure me that we're good. I've confirmed our dinner reservations on Thursday and Friday nights. I'm looking forward both to Hy's Steakhouse and Dae Bok Bok Bon Ga Korean BBQ. I'm checking Holland America every morning to see if the boarding passes have dropped, but nothing yet. I just want to print them out to have them ready. From what everyone has said, the wifi in the port terminal is spotty, so it's best to have paper rather than relying on being able to pull it up at check in. Both pre and post cruise hotels are confirmed.

I'm really curious to see how the Pinnacle Suite is going to work out on the ship. I know the perks on paper, but it'll be interesting to see how we're treated. The info that I've gotten says that we'll have our pictures distributed to the staff of the ship so that they can recognize us on site, and we'll get extra attention. I want to see how that works in practice.

As I've said before, I know I want to talk to the Concierge right away and set up our pastry and coffee delivery for the mornings. Oh, also, we get free mimosas, so we'll order them as well. Might as well! I'm not a huge drinker, but I do plan to have some alcoholic beverages on board. Though they also have some amazing sounding mocktails that I'll indulge in. We have the drink package, so I can get up to 12 drinks per day. That's a little excessive, but once you factor in specialty coffees and mocktails and a drink or two, it'll add up. I don't think I'll make it to 12 every day, but we'll see.

I'm really looking forward to our tours of Seattle and Vancouver, and also to our port stops in Juneau, Ketchikan and Skagway. I think it's going to be a lot of fun, and I hope we're not too early in the season to see some wildlife, especially some whales and dolphins. I would like to see a killer whale in the wild. I've seen them at Seaworld, and they were just sad, so I'd like to see them wild and free and stalking seals. If we see a humpback that would be amazing, but again, we're a little early in the season, so we'll see. I'm also hoping to see a few bald eagles and ravens in Juneau. We're probably too early for bears, but you never know.

Mostly, I just want it to be a fun, relaxing trip. I did drop my other class, so I won't have to work on vacation. I'll restart school in July when we don't have so much shit going on, and I'm not still adjusting to a new job that has been stripping any brain power or post work motivation to study.

Oh, yesterday I got the cutest pleated skort from Snag tights. They also have amazing tights and pantyhose in a variety of sizes, which fit really well and are awesome as well as chub rub undershorts to wear with dresses. They're not cheap, but the products are really well made and understand what fat people need. I'm planning to wear one to the theater today. It'll be somewhat diminished by my tennis shoes and socks, but it'll look cute anyway.

Okay, time for me to take a quick shower, and get ready to go. Everyone have a wonderful Saturday!